Long time no see.

Taken much? Well someone reminded me I hadn't updated my blog since last Saturday. Which came as a shock. Because you see, I'm a procrastinater, and it says that's spelled wrong, but that's ok with me. I'm a surrealist one at that, so I never think about how long I'm putting things off, I just do it. So my question of the day is, Ever ruin something unintentionally that was supposed to be great? I have a knack for doing that, and it's really annoying me. Because yeah I am human, that shouldn't come as a shock. But insults toward me aren't the best thing I like to spend time hearing. And another thing, I'm no better than you, ok? I'd like to think I'm pretty ok, but flattering myself and being stuck up are easy to do but not the characteristics I want other people to label me with. Also, ever contradict yourself? I'm a hypocrite, I'm stupid, I'm slow, I'm retarded. I'm human. Learn to love me or hate me. Also, here's a quote I really like "Here I am. Like me, I'm with you. Hate me, I'm fine with it". You hating me or thinking I'm not enough isn't going to bring me down. Sure there are moments where i wonder if anyone actually thinks I'm as good as they say i am, or how any guy could think I'm cute, or how anyone could put becca and amazing in the same sentence. But yeesh. Overall, it's all good. Oh and as a side note, don't be afraid to say what you think or feel. It's sort of what life is all about learning to do (well a part of it) so it's almost the polar opposite of doing something wrong. It's kinda sorta about how you say what you say that lets it have the impact it has (or lacks). So yeah. There's yer message for the day. Me myself and I - signing out.